HIV Needs Assessment
Everywhere the faces, hair, limbs
are coal, obsidian, flawless black
sapphire, thus the rare mzungu*
like me stands out the way those
remaining white moths once did
on industrialized London's trees.
A month fluttering The Warm Heart
of Africa's long length on this Needs
Assessment. We've found the needs
many. But let us not talk of that,
as the people do not. Focus instead
on the vivid oleander & limpid sky
that domes the arid volcanic hills,
its lapis mirrored in the uniforms
of the file of schoolgirls who stride
the side of the road. And when the talk,
matter-of-fact, beyond resigned, bears
left at the roundabout, glances upon
a cousin's funeral attended yesterday,
the two added children your colleague
from Lilongwe is now raising alone,
funeral venues for this weekend, just
sit there as the Project Vehicle propels
you onward to the next Site, past
the lone ads for toothpaste
& for study opportunity abroad,
& the many for caskets ("lightweight,
can be carried by one"), & say nothing.
*Swahili for white person, literally "to travel around"
Copyright © Roy Jacobstein All rights reserved
Prairie Schooner, Fall 2005
Glenna Luschei Prairie Schooner Award, 2006
First Prize, Society for Humanistic Anthropology
Poetry Competition, American Anthropology Assn., 2006